Decision! OMG

Having to decide is the best and worst thing at the same time. I was always had this dilemma in my life and have lot of experience with regards to making decisions. I wonder why I choose to do what I don't love but still keep doing it. I live a life of a hypocrite. Fear of failure has kept me away from even attempting what I want to do. What I love to do. Even the realization of the fact has not been able to guide me through this. I fear I am going to fail miserably and never attempt to do the thing by which I refuse to learn.

Bluff and more of it.........

I want to travel a lot. Like a bird which sheds it relationships in the nest. I have to meet people. Get cheated, involved in some adventure all while I am having a camera. Snapping pictures, feeling  love, hate and witnessing desires of people of all those troubled lands. Witnessing the pride of the souls which think they have “won”. A race few wont even understand (I am one among them). Race for glory which never has a trace into few years of our death. The attitude of abuse. The arrogance for  humiliation. The pride of victory inspired by the writers of history, history of people who had the pride in winning, a heart to defeat,  A way to kill, A likeness to hate.

A world with so many lives.  As simple as that Buddha, one among the enlightened ones to fail miserably. Written legacy is failed by the people. Knowledge makes them blind to feel and express. They are blind to feel  and hence dumb to express. I want to be enlightened one at the end.

நான் தனியே அழைந்தேன், பேச ஒரு முகம் தேடி, அணிந்துகொள்ள முகமூடி, மனம் திறக்க ஒரு நாள், கனவுகளை பகிர ஒரு மனம், விதி என நினைவுகளை புறந்தள்ள, இதுதான் உலக விதி என புரிந்து கொள்ள, என் தேடல் தொடர்கிறது, எதுவும் இல்லை, என் மனம் மட்டுமே துணைக்கு, என் நிழலோடு கை கோர்க்க நினைக்கிறேன், இரவு என்று ஒரு மாற்றம், கைகள் இன்றி இதோ ஓர் உலகம், என் கற்பனையில், என்னுடன் வரும் ஒரு கை, எங்கேயும் எப்போதும். ------------------------விஜய் கிருஷ்ணா ரா

Another day of democratic right.

Once in five years every citizen of India gets an opportunity to elect their representatives to one or the other constitutional body to run the errands of the state or the city. Today, is such one day where I got a opportunity to elect the Councillor of our ward and the Mayor of our city. Promises galore during the campaign phase and only hope survives after all the experiences. Who will win? is a million dollar question. I am very much eager this time as I have voted for two parties of which one is the ruling party and the other one is the opposition party.