More than a decade later...

Its been more than decade since I used this blog to write. Its surprising to know I had better lanuage skills even back then. Or I have better language skill than I thought I had. More than a decade has passed since and a lot have happened in that flow of time. I have aged and became wise is one among the incidents. Thoughts have changed. Being human seems more important than it was then. Became lonely, not that I had many branches to latch on even the fewer branches that were there have withered. I faced a lot of personal setbacks especially in health. AS it is nothing but of my own making dosen't makes it better. Now at a crucial juncture of life posing piloshopical questions seems inevitable. The road behind seems longer than what in front. to wait or to keep going has been always the dielamma. Money seems to make the world, make a person or break them. The pondering never stops. But what comes out seems unchanged for thousands of years. Only the actors, stage and the properties have changed. The human greed and destruction of world hasnt changed and moreover it has been expedited by science and technology. To think humans have a future while digging their own grave seems a paradox.